I Wish I’m Numb Inside!
September 23, 2008Title: Numb
Artist: Slapshock
Album: Project 11-41
I try to lose my self today
and if this pain will go away
A thousand days I’d try to waste
i feel your side but your’e still ok.
Rerain
I feel you, You dont’ feel me
I see you, You dont’ see me
Duck!,Duck! as we stand back to back
seeing disappear and my eyes fades to Black
I wanna let it out when im Back on the track
Causing you to move and bringing you heart attack
And I feel the pain like a Needle in my Vain now
Hurt myself cause i think I didn’t know how
Cut myself and Watch me bleed, I turn out as
I watch bleed!
Dont’ take away your eyes
Coz i know youre beside me and
I just can hold and say
I wish i’m Numb inside
Coz i dont’ want this feeling,
feeling that i can’t hide
I try to crawl inside of you
And hope this day will go away
I turn away to watch you drown
I’m still right here
try to here a sound
(repeat refrain) 
Check It Out: Slapshock Official Website
I’m not against those metallic bands (if thats what they call them) just like slapshock but i just dont like them coz I cant relate on their hymns( haha). I just try to think possitively that beyond those lyrics of the songs they’ve made, is the reality. Maybe that’s the only way they can express theirselves freely. That’s why I cannot judge them even if christian churches prohibited youths from listening to hardcore musics or metallics (dont know what’s the right term) still if we listen carefully to their songs we’ll realize that just like us they can rendezvous misery and dissapointments.
The only thing that’s holding me back from idolizing or patronizing their songs is the fact that I’m just afraid of expressing myself exaggerately, afraid to get wild because of my faith and beliefs.. I do have transcedental realism w/c means that I have a perfect understanding of the limitations of my own mind. That’s why I don’t wanna go beyond those limitations and get wild.That’s why I bowed those people who are not afraid to get wild. Just like Metallic and rock bands.
BOW!!!
But undenyingly this song captured me. Especially when I try to convert its definations. And wished that I’m numb inside in order for me not to feel anything. hehehe..
Anyway, nice blog.. Hope you can post other artists next time with laconic thoughts but can hit a giant’s heart. ROCKERZ ZONE.. good luck sa blog mo.. : ) hehehe
Comment by nyleE — March 24, 2009 @ 1:46 pm